He strikes again!

So today went horrible; I mean im not gunna blame the devil for everything that goes bad. But he knows how to get you down and hurt you, he knows our weak spot. My weak spot is my boyfriend. When the devil see's me doing good and actually changing that's when he know's it's time to strike. Since this morning my boyfriend has been a pain in th rear, don't get me wrong i love him with all my hear tbut today he was out to attack me. He was grouchy all day and had such an attuide that i was about to explode. I was fed up i was going to yell, kick, and do everything possible to get him off my back, but i couldn't. What would jesus do? I had to remind myself, what would he do? So i tried to remain calm and cool, but it was so hard, when some one has been on your case for 24 hours, you are bound to become crazy. My grandmother always told my sisters and i that when you enter a new level its a new devil. some of you may not understand this so im going to brake it down for you guys. when you enter a new level with our lord jesus christ the devil is going to try to attack you in a new and fierce way. Everytiime you step it up with god the devil brings you even a harder storm, thats why my grandma says new level, new devil (clever huh?).Well back to my story i can say that i did not deal with it well, i didnt "pass" the test. At the very end i exploded, but thats how life is, we make mistakes and we learn from them. Sometimes people commit sin and think that god can never forgive them because they have committed a crime, but they dont know that we are human and that the flesh are not perfect, we are bound to committ sin. Thats why we have such a great and mercyful god, because he forgives our sin, in the bible he says seven times you fall, seven times i will lift you up. So i just want to say sorry to my god, because i did not handle my self very good today. I thank the lord for everything that he has done for me and in the near future if anything happens im going to ask him to guide me threw it, because with out gods love i would not be able to make it in this world. Thank you and God bless.